Thursday, January 26, 2012


For the first time, I wrote everything that happened down... okay, it wasn't all of it, but it was most of it. I sent it to a complete stranger and it's depressing as it is, I didn't want to make it harder for them to be able to read or harder for me to write it.

But it is done! I sent it off on Tuesday. And I sent it to someone who I know I will never meet, and I doubt they will write back or anything. Be cool if they did, but at the same time, idk.

And... good news on the Ashley front:

For the past two nights she has slept in her room on her new full sized bed all by herself and for the entire night!

Even better... She's done it without any nightmares or sleep walking episodes!!

Alright her bus is going to show up any minute now, so gotta go!

Stay crazy!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Downside to being a single mom...

The one time one of your favorite bands is in the states and there is an opportunity for you to see them... you can't.

Nightwish is playing this Saturday in L.A. and I'm stuck in Albuquerque. Last week I was so close to buying tickets. Plane tickets were actually affordable, but I stopped.

Now everything is too expensive, unless I stay with a friend, which there's no way in hell I would put myself through that.

Then I remembered I couldn't anyway, Ash has a psychiatrist appointment when I would of had to fly out there. Can't miss it.

So thank you, abusive jackass ex-husband, for destroying our child's innocence and the trauma which has caused these problems!

Damn it... now I'm just pissed...

Metallica will make me feel better, and a glass of wine. Maybe Lucifer will want to cuddle...

Sunday, January 15, 2012


So... It has been brought to my attention that I'm never on here anymore...

On the cat front -

Lucifer... is a brat. As always.

We do have a new addition, Morigana. We call her Morgan for short. She was born on April 18, 2011. And although Lucy likes to act like he doesn't like her, he does. They're cuddling right now. And probably planning my doom.

With the kid -

She's doing better. No night terrors for almost a year now! Sensory issues are no longer noticeable and her speech is doing better. She is now on ADHD meds while she is at school.

The boyfriend -

Is no more. We're still friends, but other than that... no. So, yeah, I'm single now.

Rest of the animals -

Gerbils: Moony and Padfoot and doing well. Prongs died - we now fear they are going in order.
Birds: Plotting is insane. Suspicious died - very suddenly and suspiciously...
Fish: Only two barbs left, they keep eating each other. The pleco is huge now.

And where I can be found posting all the time: